I will not say for certain that my new meditation technique is working. But, talking to people at three in the morning while at center when unable to sleep certainly had an interesting side effect. I believe that practice was what triggered the vision involving Shawn Erickson.
He was the predominant individual on my mind when I was meditating. He seemed to have pushed his way to the forefront of my thoughts. So, I began asking him who he really was and what he wanted from Dad, and the rest of my family. I told him in my head that I felt that his insistence on my dad driving his vehicles and also his need to make sure his wife in Italy (if she’s even his wife in Italy) had the coordinates for where my mother was released into the ocean was most suspicious.
Sure, this all sounds crazy, right? But it’s what I’m working with at this time and nighttime is the right time for doing it. Will this practice help me enhance my environment? Maybe not. “But it certainly did make for an interesting dream.”