When I talked to Ellen yesterday afternoon, I knew I was on to something. She did her usual unload on me about the landlord, daughter, sister, etcetera, except for this time, “She actually apologized for it.”
Apparently, Tuesday’s early morning meditation and resulting vision actually did have an effect. Clearly, I need to do more of this kind of thing.
I began to suspect in 2023 that there was some sort of environmental influencing going on between my aggressive behavior towards people in visions and their unusually cooperative behavior towards me in real time after said vision took place. But there was no consistency to it. However, in recent months, I’m seeing a loose pattern between these types of dreams and events in real time.
So, how do I control it better? Is my activity in the other realm that influential to this one? Is this why I was actually driven back into my own body for so many years every time I attempted to Astral Travel?
I have so many questions on this front alone. I know the Seeing Eye has some interesting things about me in their files that go beyond what many would consider normal. This was revealed to me courtesy of Hesper’s trainer, Joan Markey, after an incident involving a taxi driver in NYC.
Kicking Dad’s ass in a vision is always a treat, despite the feeling of being mentally wiped out upon waking. However, this morning, after kicking Dad’s ass in a vision once again, I found myself at The Gathering Place with Michelle Walsh standing outside with me just in front of the building at around 4:00 PM on a cold, raw, overcast afternoon.
It was a brief vision in which Michelle seemed to be trying to deliver a convincing apology for past conduct towards me, but I wasn’t having it. I came out of the vision knowing that I had been reaching for The Wellness Hub Director’s throat as I gently returned to reality. I felt emotionally wiped out but at the same time felt as though a huge weight had been lifted.
Is it possible I’ll be hearing from the Mental Health Association? I’m thinking there’s a good chance. I’m pretty sure Dad will be surfacing again soon, too.
I suspect from the activity I saw last night that Mr. Shawn Erickson was on Dad’s website at 11:10 PM Eastern Standard Time, attempting to mask his Texas based IP address. But it would seem that the software on Shawn’s computer (assuming it was Mr. Erickson) screwed up again. “Hope all is well at Lumen buddy.”
Hmm… Wasn’t I traveling around Texas in a vision with Shawn? Didn’t that vision take place on Saturday, November 15th? This journal says so. And, the time frame fits, based on past history with this kind of thing. Well… “Isn’t that special!”
But I could be wrong and probably am. Any hapless bastard could be pretending to be in Italy while using a computer in Texas that is confused as to whether or not it’s a Windows 10, 7, or Linux machine while attempting to give the illusion that it’s simultaneously in Amsterdam, Council Bluffs, Iowa and elsewhere while actually originating from a Texas based Level 3 (CenturyTel) IP address. “Anyone want to talk about demonstrating Digital Multiple personality Disorder!”
The cloaking software used sucks! But I’ve seen this before, me suspecting my old neighbor from downstairs attempted this kind of thing under the guidance of her dumb scum-sucking hacker of a boyfriend. Of course, I can’t really prove that on paper, either. But based on things that went on, plus what I overheard… “Thankfully she’s evicted!”
Anyhow… I digress. Returning to the question of where to go with Remote Influencing from here…
I get the sense that it’s Opposite Day for me where this kind of thing is concerned. Meditations seeking protection from the greed, incompetence and prejudice of others have had a slight positive influence on interactions with organizations like The Housing Program, and my landlord, just as an example. So, isn’t it reasonable to consider intentionally triggering visions in which I’ve gone full on warrior against certain parties or groups in order to more strongly influence the dynamic from negative to positive in real time? This seems to be the case.
We are taught that meditation is to be used for visualizing all that is good, clean, pure, or positive. But maybe I need to start treating meditation the way I’ve been handling Internet Marketing. In other words, “Do the opposite of what the teaching suggests.”
Instead of visualizing people being more accepting of me, visualize kicking their asses for what they’ve done to me. Rather than visualizing what I need coming my way, imagine at center taking what I need through any means necessary.
This runs contrary to what folks like Jose Silva and Fredrick Dodson have taught. But, given the fact that we’re all wired somewhat differently, maybe this is the route I should take in order to enhance my environment. Maybe, while it isn’t the best route for another to take, “It’s the path that is universally acceptable for me?”