Brian Schnabel's Head Space
Where Magick and Mind Digitally Interlace.
Week of March 1, 2026, Personal Journal Entries: Blindness, Intuition, and Sleep-Driven Daily Structure
Tuesday, March 3, 2026: 9:09 PM: Today felt productive, even with the usual swirl of tasks. Most of the prep for Dr. Hansen is finally behind me. The appointment's set for next Friday the 13th, which carries that strange, almost cinematic tension, but I’m hoping everything goes smoothly. I still need to update my insurance info, planning to finish that on Read and Research Tuesday.
I spent some time refining my reading and mentoring framework. The core mentor-substitution set of books to replace people now has the 5 AM Club, Mastery, The Art of Seduction, and Psycho-Cybernetics. I’ve fully integrated the last two into my rotation; they’re not just side reading anymore, but real tools for shaping how I approach mentoring and personal development.
On the home front, a little win: the new vacuum showed up yesterday and works as advertised. The moderately shaggy living room carpet might be a challenge. I’ll have to watch what I do with the beater bar on that rug, so nothing gets damaged. Earlier, I mopped the landings and stairwell steps, which felt like a small but satisfying reset for the week.
I managed to get good sleep last night, more hours than I usually allow myself, but after a string of short nights, I think it was deserved. Light free-weight workouts continue to help my body settle, especially before bed or if I wake up in the night. I’ve made it a rule to check for tension, just like I do at my desk: if I find any, I’ll lift or spin for at least five minutes, adjusting the intensity depending on how much tension I notice. Stretching is doing wonders for my back, and I’ve found that holding weights improves my balance during leg stretches and toe-touching.
Intuitively, I’m still getting those internal nudges, visions that seem to guide me through the week. They’re like gentle notifications about upcoming calls and the attitudes I might encounter, or flashes of clarity on what information I need to share when setting up appointments. I’m reminded, too, to radiate energy toward behaviors that aren’t acceptable, reinforcing my boundaries in subtle but effective ways. The underlying message I keep receiving is simple but powerful: “It really is as easy as breathing.”
Wednesday, March 4, 2026: 7:25 AM: This morning kicked off with some focused system and server work. I made the call to let the Windows 11 updater run its course and install the February cumulative update. Even though Microsoft hasn't released a patch or officially recognized any problems, it's time to move forward and see how things hold up. Over on the HostGator server, I rebooted after another kernel update, used the Windows 11 command line for a quick restart. My main priority for the day is to get the latest updates to Brian Schnabel’s Head Space online. I'll make sure the sitemap is refreshed before launching those changes. If time allows, I'd like to catch up on the past couple of weeks of journal entries. I’m also considering moving from weekly to monthly site update cycles, revisiting that plan if I notice a spike in traffic.
On the reading and mentoring front, my current rotation includes Psycho Cybernetics, the 5 AM Club, and The Art of Seduction, with The Witching Hour by Anne Rice providing a bit of escapism. Psycho Cybernetics keeps reminding me not to force my goals but instead respond to opportunities as they appear. The recurring theme across these books is to envision my goals as already accomplished, a perspective echoed in Mastery as well. I remain curious about how the Natural/Charismatic archetype from The Art of Seduction aligns with my personality, as Copilot suggested.
I’m noticing my own tendency to seek too much validation for insights that come from intuition or dreams. My intention is to break the habit of chasing after certainty for these Second Sight impressions and instead trust the process. If I misinterpret something, I’ll just own it: “I’ve screwed up.”
My goals are taking clearer shape. I want to publish a book that empowers people to become more efficient and independent. On a personal level, I’m seeking to foster fulfilling intimate experiences with women in their twenties and thirties several times a week, always ensuring these relationships are grounded in mutual respect, consent, and emotional well-being. Financially, my aim is to reach a net worth of $3,000,000 by December 31, 2026.
As I reflect on all of these ambitions, I can’t say I know exactly how it’s all going to come together. I’ll need to rely on my Second Sight for direction and trust that clarity will emerge. Building even more self-confidence feels like the linchpin for making everything else possible.
Saturday, March 7, 2026: 1:26 PM: Today, I’m reflecting on my ongoing struggle with sleep. My cycle is still off, sleeping four hours during the day instead of at night is just not working for me. I’m managing to stay productive, but this pattern isn’t sustainable. It’s clear that I need to get back to a healthy nighttime sleep routine and put an end to this daytime drift; my well-being depends on it.
Last night, I set a strong intention before bed, hoping my dreams would offer guidance on healing, financial improvement, and deeper connections. The message I received was blunt: stay vigilant against negative influences. I must be proactive and cut off any threats or energy drains before they have a chance to take root in my life.
A vision indicated that spinning at 7:00 PM tonight could be beneficial, even if it doesn’t immediately fix my sleep pattern. Another insight: taking my supplements at 2:00 PM instead of my usual 6:00 PM might support my health goals better.
Health has to be my top priority right now. This past week wasn’t a loss, though I didn’t make major progress with server work.
I did update the blocked IP ranges in my htaccess file since the previous setup wasn’t effective. Clearly, I need to develop a more robust, long-term solution for IP blocking and site security.
I’m also behind on site posts, so catching up is on the agenda for the coming week. The site is at least up and running with what I have, but I know I can only move forward if I focus on restoring my own health first.
Posting that's a little off the trolley at times... Brian is a single Newtonian Gardens Apartments resident, Self-Publishing Author, cPanel WordPress Web Host and Windows 11 powered computer tech. He’s a musician, sailor, hiker, cycler and some women would say, “Magical, too!”