Brian Schnabel's Head Space
Where Magick and Mind Digitally Interlace.
Week of May 10, 2026, Personal Journal Entries
Saturday, May 16, 2026: 3:35 PM: I found out this week that my SSN is on the dark web, or internet. I discovered this after acting on the increasingly nagging sense that I should get identity Protection. I haven’t spotted any unusual activity online my SSN popped up on the world wide web back on August 11, 2024. However, as annoying as it is, I’ve covered all the bases because changing a Social Security Number is an even bigger pain in the ass than what I’m doing now. Besides, what’s the point of changing the number when there’s a good chance these days that it will eventually be exposed to the world by some financial or other institution, too.
Saturday, May 16, 2026: 3:44 PM: I am definitely in another low cycle again chemistry wise. My sleep is screwed up. I have a hard time settling to do anything, my focus being absolute trash. Of course, I’m self-diagnosing here based on my own observations of my experience, the best anyone in the mental health profession being able to tell me when I sought help was that (at the time) I suffered from depression at a level at a point between moderately and severely depressed. To hell with them anyway. While Sussex County’s finest licensed dirtbags treat Medicare and Medicaid clients like commodities while covering fellow bad actors in their ranks, I at least have identified a pattern of sensations within myself that clues me in as to what’s really happening so I can work through it.
Saturday, May 16, 2026: 3:59 PM: I picked up and read a copy of, “Jose' Silva's Everyday ESP Master Course: Unlock Your Natural God-Given Intuition Complete Step-by-Step Guide,” by: José Silva and Ed Bernd Jr. from Audible. The Sean Pratt narrated book was a good listen and actually hit upon something I’ve begun to suspect. For whatever reason, sometimes when we get impressions via meditation sessions or via our natural intuition, if we immediately start talking about or write out the experience we had, it can short circuit the desired impact it might otherwise have on our current and future reality. After reading the book, I now know for certain my suspicion is about as close to being correct as it’s ever going to be. So, I’m going to intentionally slow the pace of my writing with regard to precognitive dreams and intuitive messages, holding off for a 48-hour period before I note anything. If memories which I felt were something to do with Reality Creation/Manifestation or precognition hold clear for 48 hours, then I will know going forward to watch for the shifts in my environment that were indicated by the intuitive or meditative experiences.
Saturday, May 16, 2026: 4:20 PM: I’m going to be continuing to talk myself through meditation sessions out loud, gaging my state of relaxation via the vibration of my voice through my body as I go. Doing this helps me to stay on track and also serves to enhance the energy of what I’m doing. I noted that even in the afore mentioned book, it was commented that it is not wrong to read your own meditation script out loud in a relaxed manner. I suspect that Mr. Bernd and Mr. Silva probably knew people would discover how the resonance of one’s own voice can not only relax a body but also assist in Effective Sensory Projection as well as the projection of one’s own will along with their conscious awareness. There is power in the spoken word, and I look forward to the results of my capitalization on that mystical process.
Posting that's a little off the trolley at times... Brian is a single Newtonian Gardens Apartments resident, Self-Publishing Author, cPanel WordPress Web Host and Windows 11 powered computer tech. He’s a musician, sailor, hiker, cycler and some women would say, “Magical, too!”