Monday, September 21, 2026: 4:02 PM: I finally remembered what I was talking to Michelle Walsh about in my dream this morning. I was telling her about the most recent meditation technique I’ve been using since reading Neven Paar’s book, The Magus.
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Monday, September 21, 2026: 8:48 AM: Somehow, attempting to limit my computer access always seems to end up shooting me in the foot. I give up where that is concerned. Tech for blind people is like PB&J. There’s no getting around it and it’s not like I use my stuff for playing games all day or mindless Facebook scrolling. So, computer schedules be damned. They limit my ability to function efficiently and cause more aggravation than they are worth.
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Monday, September 21, 2026: 8:34 AM: I had a dream this morning about happily chatting away with Michelle Walsh about something. We seemed to be in a conference room with a bunch of other people around 1:00 PM or so. My light mood in the dream is a good sign, of course.
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Sunday, September 20, 2026: 7:08 PM: The latest blood test results weren’t exactly what I wanted. But I know where I went wrong and will be correcting that. I will be below 200 by December. My cholesterol went up 14 points instead of down another 28 like it did in June. But no worries. I know how to fix that with or without Dr. Hansen’s help.
Continue reading “Invitae Familial Hypercholesterolemia Panel”Persistent Thoughts About People Precede Contact: James Redfield
Thursday, September 17, 2026: 4:43 PM: Note: I am really starting to seriously consider the possibility of there being something to James Redfield’s idea about unbidden thoughts of other people. For me, it happens most often at center. My mind creates a still shot of what it thinks someone looks like and presents them to me, even if I’m working on something else. I’m finding that the person, or someone connected to them, then appears in real time, especially when the images and feelings become disruptively strong. I’m going to have to keep better notes on this when it happens to confirm, simply for my own sake, verifying to myself that I’m not crazy.
Computer Task Schedule
Thursday, September 17, 2026: 4:27 PM: I’ve come to the conclusion that my computer needs to turn on at 8:00 AM and turn off at 5:00 PM. Otherwise, I’m just never going to wind down enough to crash. If I need to take notes, I’ve got a watch and a phone for that, plus a few cheap digital recorders. My Alexa Echo Dots can help me out there, too. Rationally, it’s not what I want to do, but my gut is telling me that it needs to be so.
Possible Government Surveillance
Wednesday, September 16, 2026, 11:15 AM: Last night, I found myself wide awake for two and a half hours. So, I decided to seek information about my shadow. I did have some success, but that was only because Mom arrived in a vision and told me the technique I was using was too aggressive and that I needed to dial it back. So, knowing when to take a cue, I did just that.
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