Saturday, September 12, 2026: 7:43 PM: After a few meditation sessions and a lot of careful consideration, I get yesterday’s vision. I need to avoid getting overrun by other people’s emotional storms. Other people’s negative moods and behavior have been clearly affecting me more than I’ve realized. I need to disconnect to protect myself emotionally and physically if I’m going to get things done. “That was the overall message from the vision.”
Read more: Thunderstorm Dream Symbol Finally Fully UnderstoodSo, what does this mean? I’ll be communicating with other people a lot less and focusing on my personal goals a lot more. In a word, “I’ll be disconnecting from other people’s lives for a while.”
Obviously, I will have to deal with people regarding services. But I do need to start limiting contact with folks; keeping phone calls short, calling people once a week if not every two-four, etc.
It kind of goes against my nature to be this way. But when I stop and ask myself, “How’s that working out for you?” the honest answer I’m left with is, “Not well at all.”
I’m disconnecting from the media completely, too. There’s no real point in paying attention to the media outlets because it’s all bullshit anyway. Let them spin their stories and inflame the divide that exists in this country.
Let members of congress violate state and federal law to their hearts content. I know Washington is just as corrupt as the state I live in and really don’t need the constant reminders of that.
I also know that the other minorities are just as bigoted as the people they publicly rail against. Women are the worst offenders when it comes to prejudice and the other minorities constantly in the press are not far behind. I know this because as a blind person I have had crimes committed against me by all of them.
They don’t want equality. They want to rule. “Let them have at it.”
Me? I’ve got a book to write. I’ve got other material to get published as well. So, there’s no reason I’ll ever be bored.
I’ve got some pretty cool books in my library to get reacquainted with, too. So, when I can’t get down to business because my brain is fried, I can entertain myself by reading. “Walking is a healthy way to clear the head, too.”
As far as dating goes, maybe it happens at some point and maybe it doesn’t. When I have the extra cashflow, maybe a hooker will actually turn out to be the better option. Based on all I’ve overheard when out and about, women these days are all about getting more than they are willing to give. At least with a hooker, everyone involved in the transaction knows the score.
But I’m rambling here. Obviously, I’m frustrated with life and the people I walk the face of this planet with. Is there any reason I shouldn’t be? I don’t see one. But maybe blindness has screwed my brain in a way that prevents me from doing so?
At this point, it doesn’t really matter. I need to start taking more decisive action in my life if I’m going to get anywhere with it. During reflection upon this latest vision, “That came through loud and clear!”
So, I become more difficult to reach. My conversations become shorter. Negative conversation become even shorter still.
Is that a crime? Some people will think so. Me? “I’m too tired to care.”
I’ve already made a few changes in my life this year. I might as well finish the job. I’m going to be a lot less giving going forward, too. Users beware. Run game on me from this point going forward and, “The joke will be on you.”