Just wrapped up reading Dean Radin’s, “The Science of Magic.” From what I understand, Dean’s a scientist at the Institute of Noetic Sciences (IONS). The book was genuinely informative, digging a little bit into the divide between what the government shares publicly about Parapsychology and what’s actually happening behind the scenes. There’s a ton of data, experiments, and research into magic and psychic abilities, which I found fascinating, too.
It took me about eight hours to get through the book, and I’m planning to go back and review the ending. There are still some unclear areas as to how some types of magick actually work. But that’s probably because I missed a few things here and there.
Radin seems to be about my parents’ age, maybe older, and he mentioned writing another book in the future. This one just came out this year. All in all, a worthwhile read.
Today, as I anticipated, I got a phone call from Maryland. Oddly enough, I was sitting in my kitchen, just as I was in the vision I had yesterday while talking with her on the phone. I’m referring to my most recent vision involving Alexa and being remotely viewed.
Speaking of visions, yesterday I had a brief one I forgot to write down. In it, I was searching for Maryland’s car in a sprawling parking lot outside what looked like a strip mall, not unlike the ones in Newton, but somewhere else entirely.
The weather was grim and overcast, and on the way, I encountered a couple of individuals who seemed intent on confronting me. Fortunately, their leader decided against it, which was definitely the right call.
The vision ended with me finding Maryland’s car, but it was empty. I interpret this as a sign that reaching out to her, especially late in the afternoon or evening in the coming days, would probably be pointless, so I’m not going to bother.
On another note, I spent about an hour and a half meditating this afternoon, finishing up around 2:50 PM. My first vision was clearly a warning not to respond to my doorbell or the next unexpected knock on my door in the near future. It also made it clear I shouldn’t investigate who might be attempting to visit me in any way. “Duly Noted!”
The number 13 turned up as well in that vision. So, a moderate potential for severe weather is pending, I guess?
Anyhow… In the next vision during that session, I realized I’d neglected to take Shelby (Registered Seeing Eye Dog number two) out for most of the day, but she was surprisingly well-behaved. I took her outside, and my mother was there, reassuring me that the apartment didn’t smell bad and Shelby hadn’t had any accidents. It felt good to have that confirmation, and I ended the vision by taking Shelby out so she could finally do her business.
Reflecting on all this, I’m starting to think that despite feeling universally challenged, the higher powers: or God; don’t seem to have an issue with how I’m conducting myself. I’m keeping my anger with Dad in check, and maybe, just maybe, relief is on the horizon for my stress.
Whether I’ll play an active role in resolving issues with him remains to be seen. But the dream left me with a positive feeling, and it was nice to see Mom again.
Conversely, a brief flash of Dad calling as the weather turned dark and damp didn’t feel so great. Interestingly, while I was reading and checking server records later on after the meditation session had ended, I felt an odd urge at 4:58 PM to turn on Do Not Disturb on my phone. Sure enough, Dad called at 5:07 P.M. But he didn’t leave a voicemail. If it was truly important, he’d have left one, so I didn’t call back or text.
Right now, my focus is on three things: eliminating negativity, increasing my income, and improving my intimate life. To be clear, when I say, “improving my intimate life,” I mean seeking a healthier, more frequent and fulfilling connection with others; a natural and important aspect of adult well-being, as any therapist or doctor would agree. These are the areas I’m channeling energy into during my meditations.
I’m still working on putting my journal online, and somehow all these pieces seem to fit together; the journaling online, meditations, dreams, building plugins for the enhancement of Brian Schnabel’s Head Space, the theme development project, etcetera. I’m not concerned about who reads the online journal at this point. I’m moving forward and letting my inner guidance lead the way, while trusting universal forces to handle the rest.
I haven’t quite figured out how I want to conceptualize all of this in my head, but maybe I don’t need to. I believe in God; a guiding intelligence in everything; and I’m comfortable with the idea that Jesus Christ existed, since there’s historical record to support that.
I know I’m rambling now, but the bottom line is I need to clarify what I actually want: Why do I want more money? Why do I want a more fulfilling intimate life? Why do I want less negativity? “Why!”
Well, I suppose less negativity means being treated as an equal. It’s time to sit down and write more about these topics and see where that leads. In other words, let the manifestation begin. That probably doesn’t make much sense. “Or does it?”