It’s been a long slow day. But… Sometimes you just need to have a few of those, “Especially when you’re having trouble with your skin due to chemical burns from your deodorant.”
I thought there might be a problem with the stuff I was using a few weeks ago but wasn’t sure, thinking my pits were feeling the way they did because of a possible food allergy. However, having gone off deodorant for a few weeks I noticed my skin had markedly improved. I also backed off of the food I thought might be contributing to the skin issue.
But after yesterday… “Now I know it’s the deodorant that’s a problem!” When I finished taking a shower before heading out to dinner yesterday, I decided to give using it a try again. The friend I met up with for dinner told me I had a nice rash going when I asked them if the wetness I was feeling was blood. “It wasn’t!”
Whatever the hell was coming out of my skin immediately after I put the deodorant on was odorless and tasteless, so I wasn’t sure if I scratched myself open by accident or not. Blood has an odor and flavor to it. The itching sensation was pretty intense, too.
So… When I see my doctor for a physical on Tuesday… Yeah… We’ll be talking about that. In the meantime, “At least I managed to get my armpits to stop oozing fluid!”
I’m thinking that something went wrong with the manufacturing of the deodorant I’ve been using for years, which is Old Spice. I say this because When I went back into the shower to try and rinse it off, it didn’t want to come off the skin and sort of felt like glue, even under running water. “There’s something really wrong with that picture!”
But we’ll see what the doctor says on Tuesday when I let him have a look at things and show him what I’ve been using. I’m not interested in getting my money back. “I just want healthy skin under my arms again!”
Despite all that though, pizza with a neighbor on my apartment complex was good and it was a nice evening for standing outside and chatting with other folks who had come out to enjoy the weather. I got a good spin workout in, too, and the meditation I ran while listening to music was interesting due to an unexpected sensation I didn’t ever think I’d feel again.
After experiencing this sensation, somehow, I knew right away that things are going to be different from now on. Things have been changing already. But the last two times in my life I’ve felt this sensation things did move in the direction I wanted them to go, “With extreme ease!”
I think I know what’s happening here but am not one hundred percent certain. But if I’m right, a shift has already taken place and whatever happened this afternoon? Well… I’ve got a funny feeling I’ll be experiencing that sensation again, at will, and soon. “Think remote influencing here!”
I’ve been keenly aware for months that the platform I’ve been working off of has been changing; dreams, meditation, intuition, all of it reconfiguring and functioning in a new way. This afternoon it sure as hell felt like a new dimension to the puzzle had just been added. But, right now, all I know for sure is that something unusual happened and something in my brain woke up screaming, “This is important! Take notice!”