I ran another meditation this morning, greatly reducing my angry racing thoughts along with the tension in my body by the time I was done. I knew when I felt the sensation of the bed I was laying on being lifted up and slammed down on the floor again, “I had struck gold in my phraseology!”
Evicto, as a word being used on its own seemed to be somewhat effective for taking the energy of anger trapped in my body and transferring it to the triggering source. But I began to sense that it needed a bit of help, which I could best achieve by incorporating it into an affirmation statement that tied it to a physical action.
So, I did. Sure, visualization is still part of the process. But… The Word “Evicto” and imagery alone seemed to lack a bit of potency and this morning, “I got the insight I needed to fix that!”
The bed slamming sensation, which was not triggered by anything in reality, was an indication that I did have the right combination going at last. “It was a powerful jolt!”
So, I’m writing this now knowing that the subject of this morning’s meditation has been appropriately handled for the moment and one more thing. “If I can cancel out the negative stuff the positive will flow more freely towards me automatically!”
Sometimes, I think those of us who explore reality creation put too much emphasis on focusing on what you want. There’s nothing wrong with focusing on what you want but if you don’t resolve the issues that are standing directly in the way of that, “You’ll never get there!”
I want peace in my life. I want a sense of security. I want happy people in my environment who truly know how to treat others, love, and laugh. Not the toxic pretending to care about others for profit, artificial kind of love and laugh peddled by some narcissists in the crowd these days. “I want the real deal!”
But it’s kind of like wanting a clean house and never taking out the trash. “You can’t have clean if the garbage is still lying around!”
I’m not happy with my environment right now. So, I can run from the environment, or I can invoke that which will change it. “I’m learning how to invoke it.”
Meditation is a part of that invocation. Intuition is also a major component in the process, especially since I’m dealing with some toxic forms of trash that have legs and keep coming back into my environment despite my best efforts.
But sooner or later, I will prevail. Amazing things happen once you “ask the right questions”!
But there’s more than that to it. Once you have asked the right questions you need to have the balls to “implement the offered solutions”!
In theory on paper or even in a therapist’s office, resolution to problems sound so incredibly simple and easy. In reality though, “It’s much harder than that!”
It all comes down to what you want in the end. Personally, I’ve burned out. I’ve worked on solving issues via brute force for way too long. “I’m tired!”
And… Yeah… Some of it certainly is my own doing. But I’m moving past that and looking to move ahead more efficiently. The key lies within, “Tapping into something we’ve been taught to lose that the ancients had!”
I do believe at least part of it is already awake and operating within me. Maybe that’s why this past year has been as difficult for me as it has. Whatever the deal is though, the name of the game is to now accept it fully for what it is and, “Gain total control.”