There’s just the cover letter to be written now and I can turn in my Medicaid application. The printing part will go quickly so no worries there. I did more meditation this afternoon and have the distinct impression I’m being blocked from directing anger energy built up in the body to its name specific triggering source.
I had a strange feeling upon the last attempt that it’s because something is already brewing for that party. The energy left me though and, “That’s all I really wanted!”
I’m just going to have to keep doing this kind of thing until there’s no more racing thoughts on a daily basis to deal with. To many it will sound crazy but I’m just too tired to care at this point. “I experience what I experience and know what I know.”