A Surreal Early Morning: Reflections on Intuition and Identity

Read about a vivid early morning experience blending intuition, dreams, and reflections on spiritual identity, as a Newton NJ resident and tenant at Newtonian Gardens Apartments senses a shift and contemplates personal meaning.

I thought I had slept until 4:39 AM this morning. I felt my hand reach out and touch the button on my clock and heard it clearly say, “It’s 4:39 AM.”

I then lay dozing for a few minutes before getting out of bed to use the bathroom. On my way back to bed, something didn’t feel right. So, I checked the time again, and the clock said, “It’s 1:14 AM.”

I knew right then and there that I hadn’t actually physically checked the time before heading to the bathroom the first time. It was another one of those life-like visions.

But I also knew something else in my half aware brain. “I need to be up at 4:39 AM.”

Why? I have no idea. The only thing of interest that happened was that A computer from China had visited the post “Embracing Spiritual Identity: Walking in Personal Power and Faith” on Brian Schnabel’s head space at exactly 4:39 AM.

I don’t even think the visiting computer was legitimate. I did reread the post though, just for the hell of it, this serving as a reminder to me that I might as well fully embrace the term “Witch” as a part of my identity’s description.

I also turned off “Do Not Disturb” on my phone. But no one called or texted. But it feels like something has happened. I just don’t know what.

Did my aunt pass on? Did something happen to Ellen? Did Dad drop dead of a heart attack? “I don’t know.”

Something is up though. I’ve checked email, server records, and even the availability of Dad’s old business domain, which I want to get my hands on if I can. Beyond all that, “There’s nothing left to do but watch and see what happens.”

Author: Brian Schnabel

Posting that's a little off the trolley at times... Brian is a single Newtonian Gardens Apartments resident, Self-Publishing Author, cPanel WordPress Web Host and Windows 11 powered computer tech. He’s a musician, sailor, hiker, cycler and some women would say, “Magical, too!”