Exploring the Symbolism of Visions and Memory: A Dead Ex-Girlfriend Story

This Newton NJ Newtonian Gardens Apartments Resident Reflects on a vivid vision involving a dead ex-girlfriend, exploring psychological themes, loss, and the emotional impact of relationships through a therapeutic lens.

The reason for having a vision involving Christine yesterday is not clear. There is no established association between her and waking experiences.

Christine had psychological conditions. She was taking medication to manage auditory hallucinations and depression. She also had diabetes, and inadequate management of it led to loss of her eyesight. She passed away at the age of forty-five somewhere around 2005.

4+5=9 so perhaps there’s a weather message in there. It also seemed to be around 4:00 PM in the vision, which could be a reference to sex. I was lying on her bed in this vision, playfully nudging her with my foot as she sat on the end of it getting dressed. “I didn’t have close on!”

So, is there a possibility of an intimate encounter? Is the person interested in me blind or perhaps one who suffers from mental illness? If they want me, “Probably so!”

The vision ending with me being in her cramped bathroom noting that the toilet was clogged when I went to use it makes sense. It is hard to release your own emotions when everyone else dumps their crap all over you, too.

But what does Christine herself represent exactly? I don’t know. She would be 64 now if she hadn’t passed away. Officially they say she died of a heart attack, but my gut is telling me it was more like an accidental suicide. “She fucked with her medications in order to get attention one too many times.”

Author: Brian Schnabel

Posting that's a little off the trolley at times... Brian is a single Newtonian Gardens Apartments resident, Self-Publishing Author, cPanel WordPress Web Host and Windows 11 powered computer tech. He’s a musician, sailor, hiker, cycler and some women would say, “Magical, too!”