I’m back in the game again with my sleep patterns, I think. I feel somewhat rested and if I avoid stopping for a nap in the afternoon, I will actually get more stuff done. “Can I do that though?”
I think I can. I’d like to believe I can. But I think part of the reason I do it is because of the visions.
If I don’t have the visions and dreams, I feel like I’m flying blind. But am I really?
I think what it comes down to is simply this. I’m at a level where impressions come into play. I can simply ask for the guidance I want from my inner advisor. However, it would seem that the pitfall I face is when I get hooked on the sensations of that connection. It’s like a drug to me in a way. “There! I’ve finally said it!”
But there is also something else about it that I need to acknowledge, too. “There’s simply the fear that I don’t understand!”
But the only way to get past that is to push forward. I need to accept that there will be errors in interpretation as I go, just like with my visions and dreams.
It will be scary taking this connection with my inner advisor to a higher level than I’ve ever done before. However, I feel strongly that “Now is The Time”.