Dad called last night to see if the check he sent (supposedly) has arrived. I suggested he wait a bit longer before sending a new one. If only the man would cut the shit and use Zelle, we’d get this crap out of the way much faster. But, as they say, “He’s old school!”
He isn’t going to back off in his insistence that my brother didn’t rape his own daughter because he never made it to court. “How I want to kill the man when he starts that shit!”
But then, the thinking doesn’t really surprise me, does it? Isn’t that the kind of attitude one would expect from a narcissistic parent?
Shawn doesn’t know if he wants to return to the United States now? Really? “Has Shawn even left it?”
If my suspicions are correct, Shawn Erickson is teaching Remote Viewing at the behest of a government entity or organization subcontracted by The United States Government. But that’s just a strong possibility based on my own excursions into the other realm. “Nothing is provable on paper.”
It will be interesting to see if Shawn turns up here in Newton as the one vision seemed to be indicating he might. But maybe it’s all just my imagination in overdrive. My gut has been wrong a time or two before about things. Am I wrong this time, too?
I did have a dream recently in which I was posting online a message to Shawn, letting him know that I was looking forward to him visiting me here in Newton. I posted it on Brian Schnabel’s Head Space. “Should I really do that?” Or does it go against the current policy of “Do Nothing” I’m supposed to follow?
So many questions. But going down this rabbit whole is really just a waste of my time. Dad is a problem that will take care of itself. The government is also a problem that will take care of itself. My current environment is also about to change on its own too.
This of course is based on what? Visions and dreams?
And, what if I’m wrong? What’s the worst that can happen? I lose everything? Would that really be so bad? Even with all that I have, “It doesn’t seem to make a damn bit of difference anyway.”
So, I plow on with the Inner Advisor’s plan. Even if it does seem crazy to do, “This is the path I’m on!”