I ran a meditation this evening using my Caribbean Ocean waves sound file and dropped into what most would consider to be a nightmare. But when I woke from it, I didn’t feel the anxiety or upset one would normally feel after a nightmare. I felt free, powerful, and as if, “A great force had left me to visit the source of my nightmare.”
This is the second time in ten days I’ve come out of a super intense vision or nightmare feeling as if the individual at its center was the target of the energy I felt leaving my body. I know it sounds crazy, but I have a sense like something magical has happened, which will cause things to align in my favor when all is said and done. And today’s target for the destination of said energy that went lancing out of me? “My New Jersey Department of Community Affairs Housing Program case manager.”
The flying rushing sensation I experienced coming out of the nightmare, if we can call it that, was something I’ve only ever experienced a few times before in my life. The first two times, I was wide awake when it happened; the first incident involved Citizen’s Band Radio and took place when I was twenty-four. Reports of some strange things happening that night came back to me almost immediately.
The second time, it happened when I was forty-six and standing in a church talking to a pastor. That time, things started moving in my favor a little with regard to my baptism; things going along as they should have for about three and a half weeks. But thanks to the bigotry of a certain few deacons, “It all fell apart.”
Then, ten days ago, it happened again. I don’t know what the end result of that experience was, as I haven’t heard anything about the target of said energy that left me as I transitioned out of that particular nightmare/vision, coming back to reality feeling tired but perfectly at ease. Maybe they’re in jail? “I mustn’t get my hopes up!”
Now today, with my mind beginning to dwell on the events that have taken place during this year’s Housing Program recertification process, the sensation of energy lancing out of me towards the source at the center of my nightmare happens again. What positive yet unusual changes will I notice in my environment after this experience, “If any at all?”