I woke at 3:18 this morning and drifted in and out until 4:21 AM. At that point I knew sleep wasn’t coming for me again. So… I rearranged myself in the bed and dropped to center, “Which was surprisingly easy this morning!”
I didn’t really get much out of the meditation insight wise beyond the fact that if I simply start writing out what I want clearly, and then begin intentionally reading it back to myself to the point of memorization things will shift that way. I can do this kind of thing in a letter format, and even generate meditation audio tracks containing these letters in order to help the process along.
This doesn’t mean I won’t have to do work in real time to move things along. I know I will. But by doing the above described I’m sensing it will set the stage at a deeper level that will enable me to deal with things intuitively more proficiently than I’ve done before.
Will it work? My suspicion, based on past events of an unusual nature is that “It’s a very strong possibility.”
There’s only one way to find out for sure. Sitting around and theorizing at this point won’t do me any favors. “It’s time to take action.”