I lay in bed for a good two and a half hours enjoying the sensation and dealing with those thoughts which threatened to ruin my state of bliss. At one point, for reasons I don’t know, I was hit with another crying jag, too. But… “I worked with that!”
Some of the people flitting through my head at that point have triggered feelings of worthlessness in me at painfully intense levels. But… “I worked with that too!”
If any of my neighbors had a problem with my singing to music as I made coffee and other preparations to start my day… Well… They can get over that. I was enjoying the sensation of actually being able to use a vocal range that stress has denied me for a long time.
I’m a bit out of practice with my singing. But I had a good time laughing at myself when hitting off notes and, “What does it matter what the neighbors think anyway?”
Some have been way more hurtful than helpful. So… If anyone did faintly hear me and was troubled by it, “That’s their problem, not mine!”
I went to sleep last night with the intention of having a dream on what I should do for a podcast next. But… I had no vision or dream of any kind I can recall. So… I guess that means, “Do No Podcasting!”
It came to me, too, that I don’t really need to work with affirmations as relentlessly as I once did. If they help me get clear about what I want, that’s one thing. But, beyond that, getting super clear on my intentions with regard to different situations and connecting them with one word or short phrase when certain scenarios run through my head that trigger reactions in the body; this is really the way to go.
Too, precognitive dreams are simply amplifiers. They show me a pending strong possibility as they always have. Now though, I get the powerful sense that I can focus on said vision while in a meditative state to make it an extremely likely reality. “This takes Reality Creation to a whole new level!”
Of course, I’ve always known that precognition is never written in stone and have been able to avoid certain situations because of it. So… If I’m absolutely opposed to something happening, I’m guessing it will be easier than ever now to present an alternative solution.
The gift is changing and awakening in a new and more powerful way. I don’t think I have a choice, other than to roll with it and, “Learn to trust it!”