Friday, October 9, 2026: 8:24 PM: It seems to me that all the information I come across these days points to resolving emotional issues as a way to gain better control over one’s environment, even in accordance with reality-creation and manifestation principles. This makes me wonder whether people diagnosed with conditions like ADD and ADHD might instead be struggling with emotional trauma. Perhaps therapists and other mental health professionals do not want to help people resolve these issues because prescribing drugs is more profitable for the industry?
Author: Brian Schnabel
A resident of Newtonian Gardens in New Jersey, he is a witch in the nontraditional sense: an explorer of consciousness, meditation, dreams, intuition, manifestation, and the strange territory where inner experience meets everyday reality. Accepting claims solely on the authority of a teacher, book or tradition isn’t in his DNA. His approach is experimental rather than prescriptive: he tries various techniques, observes what happens, journals, questions, and adjusts his practice accordingly. For him, witchcraft is a conscious practice of working with attention, intention, language, and intuition to explore personal transformation. He writes honestly about that ongoing experiment, sharing successes, failures, doubts, surprises, and unanswered questions here. He does not claim absolute answers as to what an experience means.
Meditation Jolt Sensation
Wednesday, October 7, 2026: 5:01 PM: This afternoon, I settled down to rest for a while, and a curious thing happened. I first started contemplating the situation here at Newtonian Gardens with my neighbors, idiots that they are, and felt like I was being pushed out of the relaxed, meditative state I was in. So, I moved on to the next pressing topic of the day.
Continue reading “Meditation Jolt Sensation”Chakra Meditation Magick Work
Wednesday, October 7, 2026: 7:22 AM: I’ve still been wrestling with this sleep thing, having gotten only about four and a half hours this morning. But I feel okay, so I’m putting it out of my mind. Beyond that, I’ve come to understand a few things.
Continue reading “Chakra Meditation Magick Work”Reviewing Meditation Script Data Files
Saturday, October 3, 2026: 7:32 AM: Yeah… I‘ve definitely got to take some time to go through files with regard to meditation scripts and notes. I’ve got stuff that goes back to 2020 that I’d forgotten I’d even worked with. Interesting how that happens. But… It’s all good!
AI Says: Journal Entry Analysis
Friday, October 2, 2026: 9:19 PM: I ran the previous journal entry about my sleep through AI. The biggest realization from the conversation? “I’m using sleep in an effort to fix my life.”
Continue reading “AI Says: Journal Entry Analysis”Sleep Ratings
Friday, October 2, 2026: 5:37 AM: Sleep is such an overrated thing. 3 hours and 18 minutes of it is all I got this morning. I give up. Fuck it. If I sleep, I sleep and if I don’t I don’t. “I’m done.”
Continue reading “Sleep Ratings”Precognitive Dream Tracking Using Outlook Callender
Sunday, September 27, 2026: 9:49 PM: I added two entries about people I might run into in Outlook Callender using the older four-day cycle. There’s only an 85 percent chance that I’ll actually run into these individuals over the course of the next four days. But we shall see.
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